Tuesday's appointment with the surgeon threw me for a loop. Another lump? I wasn't expecting that. At all. It changes everything. I'm still waiting for a date for the biopsy. I'm not making any decisions until I get that done. But then what? I don't know.
Up until now, I haven't read my breast cancer literature. I cried every time I picked it up. But now it's time to get informed. I finished work today, it's time to go on leave. I can't sit at my desk and cry any more. Instead, I'll use the time to read and research. By the time I get my biopsy done and get the results, I'll be ready.