I have cancer. So what did I do? I had my very own "ohmyGodihavecancer" Pity Party and it lasted a full two weeks. That's right, I wallowed in it. Did you see me? You're probably surprised. I faked it pretty well. I had the odd public tear but I held my head up pretty well; you probably even heard me laughing and joking. And when you asked how I was I told you I was doing pretty good. Then I'd come home and get out the party hats and noisemakers and wallow in it some more.
I thought the Pity Party was over, I'm having a great couple of days - two in a row, whoohoo... then it hits. Tears in the car. Tears when I get home. How long is this supposed to last? Is it normal? I'm beginning to wonder. I could Google it, but I'm not really sure I want to know whether I'm normal or not. I mean, it'll just freak me out if "normal" moved on from the Pity Party long before this.